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Heavy by LINKIN PARK feat. Kiiara

Lyrics:
I don’t like my mind right now
Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary
Wish that I could slow things down
I wanna let go but there’s comfort in the panic
And I drive myself crazy
Thinking everything’s about me
Yeah I drive myself crazy
Cause I can’t escape the gravity

I’m holding on
Why is everything so heavy
Holding on
To so much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around what’s bringing me down
If I just let go, I’d be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy

You say that I’m paranoid
But I’m pretty sure the world is out to get me
It’s not like I make the choice
To let my mind stay so fucking messy
I know I’m not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same
I know I’m not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same

I’m holding on
Why is everything so heavy
Holding on
To so much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around what’s bringing me down
If I just let go, I’d be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy

I know I’m not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same
I know I’m not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning round me just the same
And I drive myself crazy
Thinking everything’s about me

I’m holding on
Why is everything so heavy
Holding on
To so much more than I can carry
I keep dragging around what’s bringing me down
If I just let go, I’d be set free
Holding on
Why is everything so heavy


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Finding you.

I remembered that day, when you sent me this song. I like it! It seems that the song is representing our feelings. Two persons were acquainted, by an application thru cellphone. And somehow, we tried to find each other since that day. I have this wish, that I can meet you in person. I don’t know when, but I want to meet you.

Now, I have a chance to meet you. But it seems you can’t make it, to meet me. Well, perhaps you don’t want to meet me, or this is a bad time for me to meet you, or else. That’s OK.

I guess it’s time for me to forget everything. Forget about my wish. Forget about my feeling. And forget about you. But I will keep this song for me. Maybe, someday, I will find another you.

 


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Beautiful in His time

Pada Waktunya – Ivan Handojo

This morning I remember a song that, once, a friend of mine told me, it’s “Pada WaktuNya”.

I played it thru Youtube.
And one of its lyrics keeps playing in my mind ‘…bahwa semua akan indah pada waktuNya… (..that everything will be beautiful in His time..)

Then it makes me smile.
I believe that God has a beautiful plan, even plenty beautiful plans for me, for my life.
I just have to be more patient in waiting for His time.

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