Since I was a little girl, my parents always tell me to bring all our needs in prayers. In most of times, I can see its power.
But then, for me, there’s a time, when I feel that my life’s miserable. It is simply because things that I pray for, it doesn’t happen like I want it to be.
It feels like my world turns upside-down. And I just wonder, “Where are you, God? You said that I can ask anything in prayers, but You didn’t make it comes true.”
So I keep crying, till my eyes are getting big like a fish. Haha.
Anyway, then I started to question my prayers. What’s the use of it? Should I continue my prayers? Or just let everything happens as it is?
#me, wondering about prayers, during my tour of duty
So there’s one day, when a friend of mine, a man, was contacted me and we talked about many things. And since he has just got married, I congratulated him. We had a fine normal conversation.
Then he started to tease me for being single. At first, I was still okay with it and even we discussed it. And apparently, it’s getting annoying. He discussed about our conversations with his wife, and his wife started to interfere it. Oh well, they’re becoming a pain in the ass. #sorry for my bad language
And now, it happened again. It turns out to be my sister. We’re talking about our cousin who has a boy friend now. And the way she talked about it, it’s like another pain in the ass for me (since she’s already a boy friend).#ooopppssss
Let’s put it this way.
So you are married or you have a boy or a girl friend or whatever. Then what?
It seems that if you’re in a relationship, you are better than me? Better than all singles in this world?
Hellooooo. How come you think that way? Being in a relationship doesn’t make you better than me. No.
Your status has changed, but you’re still you. It doesn’t change who you are in the beginning. Just because I’m less fortunate than you for not having that special person yet, it doesn’t mean you’re in top of me. No, you’re not.
You ever been a single before, and it might happens to you again. So stop for being a pain in the ass.
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